April 20, called time 9.33 pm; my holding his heart - 9.21pm

so what to do......... bollocks it all.

I AM HAVING SO MUCH FUN AT ....erm.

work. ZRSY!!!

Yeah, just shut it everyone.

I love this place more than ILFO..........

EVEN MORE THAN JANE HIDELL. just sayin'

There, I said it. too many good people ruining amaxing careers under their REAL NAMES because they want to be networked with whomever and whatever and for the LOVE OF GOD-STOP. My CEO has WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY too much on his facebook page. As does my BF.

WTF?

It makes my head hurt.

I think my perfect job is going to descend into hell because of the horrific controller.... WHO DOESN'T PAY PEOPLE!

ugh

I'm going to have to put out fires again.............

thanks to californiaquail for reminding me of my second fav musical of all time.

http://californiaquail.livejournal.com/63525.html

After 4 months in the jobless lines of San Francisco - I have a new $$$,$$$ Position in a really cool, really terrific Tech co that is actually making money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Downer - no parking. On Muni again.... but at this salary, with this flippin brilliant company; It may be worth it.

Whooohhooohoooo. much like my guys with cake!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSyg5J0J4eE

Have had 700 cals per day for the last 10 days. and a little help from off label torsemide. dropped 21 lbs.

I am actually loving not eating. It is the most self indulgent of self control. nothing but water until 4-5pm & then I have a 100 cal yogurt. later I have a smaller dinner with the hubster and I feel great. massive vitamins to keep the electrolytes and stuff in control (no cals).

sometimes its hard in the morning, but I chug 24oz of water and I'm fine~!

:D

from the brilliant site:

http://i.gizmodo.com/5136576/best-obama-action-figure-ever-battles-darth-vader-terrorists-karaoke

Love it!

I am about done.

I was asked in an interview today IF I would be willing to do personal assistant work as well. I laughed. SERIOUSLY?????????????????????? I do anything and everything for my CEO. I've had both sexes naked with me changing clothes to get to XY&Z event. and have had them all spoon me to get warm. No sex, but ....

12 fucking years of 24/7 sucking IT up and lawsuits, drug habits, crazy spoiled kids, the SEC, Sarbains Oxely, the 10Q, STUPID MILLION$CARS (+275Mill on the private planes), hiding lovers at sephora, keeping the schedule of her BFF's invitro, and and making sure they have the name of the driver who is picking them up on the corner of 56th and Lex along the name of X with his cell and where HE will be tonight.

OH and also signing a confidentially agreement.

QWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAy more than you civies will ever know.

fwiw-

Its just fine. just fine.

I love Hugh Laurie with babies - he has 3 of his own with Jo. Charlie,the eldest, at 10-12? weeks had a guest appearance on "A Bit of Fry and Laurie", as the "Baby". I've got the youtube somewhere and it's adorable: Stephen Fry is useless and a love.


I REALLY Appreciate and adore well written House/Wilson stories with children (DeeLaundry, LazyNight_Owl,asynca's "The Essential Elements of Teamwork", the David/Desperado's universe).There are pics in these universes I LOVE! mainly by euclase.



HOWEVER:
I don't think I am wrong that I just want Cuddy(Edelstein)/Jabobs/Shore/ whatever writer to find CUDDY's fricking kick-ass OVARIES again? I LOVED the season 1,2 and parts of 3 Cuddy - THAT woman, (as much as I believe H/W will actually end up together {not kidding FWIW})I could believe THAT woman could be w/House in the short-term, even with the kid.

There is this bizarre dynamic with all the characters that has developed over the last season and a half, and it is really rather like the last 2-3 seasons of "The X-Files" when it all went to shit.

I would hope that the same resolution (M/S together happens) at the end soon of House, MD. Sadly, I know i f fox is running true to form - three of the ducklings will die awkwardly and stupidly just like The Lone Gunmen.....

Fucking FOX. I honestly believe they get a HUGE 3-4 season critically acclaimed multi- Golden Globe and Emmy winning and Nielson winning DRAMA (XF, House) and the fuck it all to shit because of American Idol.

I love the new bowtie on HL. However, I didn't realize just how warm it was in the southland!

I've never heard JHCL tell SF to shut it and mean it. heee!

See! It's Very easy - just use silk ropes.

I so So so love the Doctor Who "blink" kitty...

(insert pepe le peu sigh)

かーわええええええ！

ganked from sodiumbisulfite-

I am Chocolate Flavoured. I am sweet and a little bit naughty. I am one of the few clinically proven aphrodisiacs. Sometimes I can seem a little hard, but show warmth and I soon melt. What Flavour Are You?

I am an IDIOT - I totally forgot to credit the talented and lovely Licia( euclase) - I posted if because a friend lost the drawing in a computer crash and her email wouldn't allow this big a pic to be sent to her.

I totally apologize.

Mayhaps the biggest interview of my life at 9am today in the bar at the Mandarin Oriental. Great company, comp at $wowoow, plus bonus, plus options. I kinda need to nail this.

I just have to sell myself, like I know I can. I know how to purr to my CEO's ear and toy with caro Maurizio and the rest of my boys. It's just hard to interview with TINY (double 00) girls (aged 25) in "HR" about a job that they really know nothing about. How many of these kids have thrown events for 750 ppl on the San Francisco Spirit; or for 55,000 at Giants Stadium. Let alone an amazing 2-person beyond romantic dinner on a patio on the warm side of Tiburon with chefs that DON'T DO in-home catering - just for me. And how many tours of Italy have they done on their own without a travel agent from Licata to Val d'Aosta? OH AND ADD IN A WEDDING IN Naples. Ever so sorry, but would you also mind cranking out 500 recipes in 70+ menu concepts a year on top of all that?

I really hate these kids who have not ever worked the 20hr/6 day a week life like I have for the last 12 years. AND who seem to judge me for doing whatever it took to keep my CEO/MD/PartnerSRVP happy.

Got the real rocks polished and my lucky interview bra ready; when you are 40J you kinda need a NOT slutty bra. Everything is pressed and ready.

CAN I SLEEP? yeah ..... right.




We are so close to losing our home.....

Go Prop 8. Oh and Jesus chimes in ;), srsly.